Tomorrow I will be going into surgery. Finally - after a 15 year battle and resistance to surgery, I have surrendered my fears to God and the ability of my surgical team and am ready to go in. I'm feeling a little nervous today, but am going out with a bunch of friends tonight for dinner. I've spent the last two days showing my mother around the city since she has never been here, so we have had a good time.
Thank you to all who have supported me, cared about me, and loved me. I will be back soon, but my husband will write on my blog and on the scolio forum. Prayers and good thoughts are highly appreciated.
Here I go!
2 comments:
It's so strange how we spend years fearing this very thing. But, eventually we just surrender to it. Honestly, the morning of for me, was strangely calm and peaceful. Because I surrendered and knew there was no turning back. I'd come too far. I don't have to tell you that I'll be thinking of you and your family. You have been in my prayers for a long time now and I intend to keep you there as long as you need them. You know how to reach me if you need anything.
(((hugs)))
-Brandi
ditto, ditto again....Love, Lynne
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